#hinata shoyou angst

[vals-cd]

Little texts.

after you died hinata has been texting you everyday. Telling you how his day went, how Natsu was doing, and so much more

Warnings: Major character death, angst, my first attempt at agnst, not proofread

8:35 pm. Was the time that Hinata Shoyo has found out that you had died. You had terminally ill for years now and it finally caught up to you. You died right next to him while holding his hand and telling him how you promise to watch over him and to never forget you.

And when you finally passed he did nothing for the next month and even then it took his teammates pushing to get him out of his home to come to practice. He didnt take care of himself anymore and you could tell, but could you blame him you where his everything. His world. His first love

and ever since hes sent you little messages talking in to you like you had never passed on, and the times he talked to you like you passed on he put everything into the message. He knew you were never going to see it but he didnt care, he wanted to feel like he still could talk you.

"hey baby i miss you so much. Today at practice noya started throwing volleyballs at tsukishima and he was pissed. I wish you were there to see it, it was so funny"

Sent 5:24 pm

"Honey why did you leave me. I dont know what to do without you i miss you so much and i dont understan why the couldn't save you"

Sent 2:43 am

He kept all the things you had left in his room and didnt move them. Your mom had given him his volleyball jacket back and your favorite stuffed animal and he slept with it everynight. Holding it like he would hold you in his sleep. He even gave it forehead kisses and acted like it was you.

Your mother often invited him for dinner he was part of the family he had known you for ten years and had been dating you for four of those ten years. And your parents love hom, they wish you had lives long enough for you to marry him one day.

Hinata had been to all your doctors appointments. He didnt want to think that you would have to leave him at some point. The days that it was especially bad he'd come and visit you at the hospital spending every moment with you because as much as he didnt want to think about it he knew you would have to end up leaving him. And you both knew thats why you would be together all the time. You'd come and watch his practices and games the days you weren't in the hospital and the days you were he would go to the hospital as quick as he could.

"Hey sweetheart, today was hard mr.asagiri made us do a super hard exam. Wish you could've helped me study because i definitely failed lol. Goodnight i love you"

Sent 10:57 pm

When he wasnt doing anything he would be texting you.

"Lunch was really good today"

Sent 12:45 pm

" natsu did my hair"

*hinata sent a photo*

Sent 5:23 pm

He cried himself to sleep most nights. Wishing you were next to him holding him

As much as he hated you were gone

And he couldn't do anything about it.

[sorcererverse]

HELP ME FIND THIS FIC ! hinata shoyo, dark content

ok this one is more obscure i think? idk if the author is still active too so :3

— timeskip!hinata

— im pretty sure this fic was posted on authors second acc ^__^

— dark content. dubcon i think turned noncon.. (?)

— cervix penetration is the main part of this fic !! like hinata doesnt know the female anatomy and he thinks he should be able to enter readers womb..

— reader tries to tell him to stop and no matter how hard he thrusts he wont be able to enter but he's adamant until he does eventually enter her womb.. yeah ^__^

— im pretty sure it was titled hit it till it breaks? or the ending alludes to that (hinata remembers oikawas saying "hit it till it breaks")

PLEASE HELP ME FIND THIS I WANNA KNOW..

[cvnt4him]

— ˗ˋ ୨ when does it end.୧ ˊ˗ —

fluff/comfort → ❤︎ smut → ** angst → ☹︎

random shit → 𖦹 suggestive → * request/asks → 🎗️

EVENT!! → ★ multi char → ☁︎ mikahs fav! → ♪

Kurasuno!!

event(s)↓

ೃ࿔ 𝑐𝑣𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔨𝔱𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯!

➪ ୨kageyama tobio୧

Kageyama w a crush→ ❤︎/𖦹

Cuddling w kageyama→ ❤︎/𖦹

➪ ୨shoyou hinata୧

no nut november.→ **/★

coming back from brazil.→ */𖦹

sho's first kiss?→ */𖦹/🎗️

➪ ୨ yamaguchi tadashi୧

yama who..→ */𖦹

ᯓ all rights reserved © @cvnt4him 2024-???. all fanfics belong to me, please do not copy, translate, repost, or rewrite what I have already written. Taking inspo is perfectly fine w appropriate credits!ᯓ

[ushouldwatchhaikyuu]

A Warm Meal: Chapter 1

Kagehina; hurt/comfort, slow burn, lots of fluff & cooking.

Warnings: mentions of child neglect/abuse

Summary: " He slapped his own forehead, Hinata's eyes widening as they both stood in front of a big house. Kageyama’s workplace. Hinata's house "

After Kageyama's parents leave him alone at home, he's forced to get himself a job. Lucky for him, he's alright at cooking, and there's a woman who needs someone to cook dinner for her children when she works night shifts. Not-so-lucky for him, that woman turns out to be Hinata's mom.

[lizzy06]

Haikyuu! Karasuno Fic Recs!! (Tumblr/AO3/Wattpad)

Haikyuu! Fic Rec Masterlist

KARASUNO

Shoyou Hinata x Reader

Tobio Kageyama x Reader

Tsukishima kei x Reader

Yamaguchi Tadashi x Reader

Sawamura Daichi x Reader

Sugawara Koushi x Reader

Tanaka Ryuunosuke x Reader

Nishinoya Yu x Reader

 Azumane Asahi x Reader

Ennoshita Chikara x Reader

THE BLIND DATING SHOW: Slide to Unlock Love by liillyliilly (oneshot, fluff, comedy)She given the chance to appear on a blind dating show, but the catch here is… she'll be blind dating 10 guys based solely on their phones. Who will she end up with? Who does she eliminate first? Will she regret making an elimination too hastily?

No Pairing(Wholesome shit)

gonna stand by you by meregalaxiesandgods(oneshot, yamaguchi as captain and kageyama as vice captain) Five times Kageyama defended his teammates, and one time they defended him. [COMPLETED]

Saturday Night Sendai by renaissance (oneshot, birthday, humor)Two teams, one restaurant. What could possibly go wrong? [COMPLETED]

The MSBY Tryouts by Nicini (oneshot, Team bonding, fluff, humor, manga spoiler)In which the MSBY Black Jackals react to Hinata's application for their tryouts. [COMPLETED]

and they never really leave us by skittidyne (oneshot, fluff)Karasuno doesn't need official cheerleaders with the group they've earned. [COMPLETED]

Cute Hurt Kageyama Tobio by Ghostnic (oneshot, groupchat, fluff, hurt/comfort, humor) Like most things in Kageyama’s life, it was stupid Hinata’s fault. [COMPLETED]

Focus by Concerned_Brown_Bread(oneshot, hurt/comfort, angst)Kageyama comes across a post from Kitagawa Daiichi, and he spirals downward. [COMPLETE]

5 Times the Team Helped Hinata and 1 Time He Helped Himself by Phoenixoinotheodark (sunshine hinata) The team is a family and family always helps each other out. 5 times the team helped Hinata, and the 1 time he helped himself. [COMPLETED]

Below Destiny by volleyball_crow (fluff , crack, oneshot)The one in which Daichi tries to ambush Ennoshita to give him a suitably emotional speech about the joys of captainship, and Ennoshita will have absolutely none of it, definitely not, not even if you payed me, thank you very much. [COMPLETED]

Crumbling Foundations by Captain_hughes_Zu, ToshiChan (hurt/comfort, hostage situation, suspense)Things like this didn't happen in Karasuno. It was just a school. Learning, making friends, taking exams and playing volleyball. Lots of volleyball. So it was really nothing out of the ordinary for the team to be in the gym on a simple Monday morning, training away. But two men walking into the gym with guns, one demanding to take his son? That wasn't ordinary, not at all... [COMPLETED]

A Split-Second of Violence by maychorian (fluff)Hinata is loud. Hinata is annoying. Hinata is also passionate and sunny and bright, and so full of joyful energy that he brings out the best in everyone around him, even if they occasionally want to slap his head to make him shut up for awhile. When a split second of violence threatens to take all of this away, Karasuno responds with a fury. [COMPLETED]

Long sleeves by starfishmuffin (oneshot, hurt/comfort, siblings)Miwa wants to give Kageyama a haircut, it escalates into a breakdown on a bathroom floor. OR The kageyama siblings have some unresolved childhood trauma and they talk (cry) through it.

[tsumusangxl]

꒰ ୨୧ ─ ・┈ ・ ─ ・┈ ─ ・┈ ─ ・┈ ─ ・┈・┈ ─ ・┈ ─ ・┈ ・┈ ─ ・┈ ꒱꒱

Summary ʚ Hinata and you have been friends since childhood, you guys went through thick and thin. You helped Hinata to achieve his dreams and supported him without a doubt.... But everything changed after he graduated and moved to Brazil, leading to the fall out of your friendship and to a heartbreak.

Iwaizumi and you met through Social Media, having one mutual friend,the one and only Oikawa Toruu. You never saw each other in person, since he studied in the States and you were still living in Japan, but you both grew close quickly. And maybe some different emotions came to the surface. Will you be able to move on? Or will you forgive Hinata? 

Pairing ʚ Hinata Shoyou x F!reader x Iwaizumi Hajime

Genre ʚ SMAU, Fluff, childhood friend!reader, Angst, childhood friends to lovers (hinata), love triangle, reader involved (voting,etc.), kinda second chance, slight age gap, comfort, strangers to friends to lovers (iwa), flashbacks,

Warnings ʚ Swearing, disregarding feelings, more specific content warning will be given at the start of each chapter

Status ʚ ongoing

Updates ʚ usually 2-3 day apart

Love meter ʚ

Hinata ʚ 4%

Iwaizumi ʚ 0%

꒰ ୨୧ ─ ・┈ ・ ─ ・┈ ─ ・┈ ─ ・┈ ─ ・┈・┈ ─ ・┈ ─ ・┈ ・┈ ─ ・┈ ꒱꒱

Masterlist ʚ

[5 Idiots and a brain] / [MBSY hotshots] / [Oikawa hateclub]

Chapter ʚ

zero - the struggle

one - the decision

two - the explanation

three - the regret

four - the arrival

five - the denial

six - the broken toy

seven -

eight -

nine -

ten -

eleven -

twelfth -

...

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taglist ʚ @jojo23allegra @mjustag1rl @dazqa

[lnxelrx]

Shortcomings. (Sakuatsu family au!!)

summary: Sakusa Kaede was used to her parents not being around, but sometimes she just wished that the assumptions of people were right.

word count: 4486

warnings: swearing, light angst but eventually becomes fluff, suggestive (if you squint).

A normal day in the life of Sakusa Kaede consists of cooking her own breakfast and walking to school while munching on said breakfast. People might think that her mornings consist of her Dad’s preparing her a nice and nutritious breakfast while telling her about their matches. She wishes that the said scenario is true, but the reality is that whenever she wakes up, her parents are already with their team, practicing. Don’t get her wrong, she loves the MSBY Black Jackals, but she despises them a little for taking her Dad’s from her all the time. 

“Oy! Kae-chan, wait up will ‘ya?” A voice said, catching up to her.

“Will you shut-up? It’s too early to be energetic, Hisho”

“The ever-so-grumpy Sakusa Kaede, aren’t you?”

Yup. He is Kageyama Tobio and Hinata (Kageyama) Shoyou’s son. 

“Ha ha” She laughed sarcastically. 

“By the way, where is Keiko-chan?” She asked the man walking beside her.

“She went early since she’s in charge of class duty today.”

Ah. Sucks to be her. Kaede thought as she munched on her sandwich while walking.

“By the way, are Tsumu-nii and Omi-nii coming to the award ceremony next week?” 

Oh yeah, There’s that. She thought as she swallowed what she was munching on earlier. 

Though she doesn’t answer Hisho’s question and just shrugged. 

And the latter just returned it with a sign and a pat on her shoulder as they continued to walk in silence. 

“Finally, you both are here” A voice welcomed them.

“Morning, Keiko.” Hisho greeted the girl. While Kaede just nodded at the latter.

“Kae, Dad said you’ll eat dinner with us later.” A new voice told Kaede.

“Samu-ji?”

“Yeap, he said that I should drag you if you refuse.”

“As if I’ll refuse free food, and not to mention GOOD food.” Kaede replied to her cousin with the emphasis on GOOD food. 

“Yeah, that’s what I thought.”

“You haven’t told them about your parents?”

“Kageyama Hisho, what’s the point in telling them?” She said as she closed her locker with her books in her hand. 

“Well, for starters, they might talk to them?” 

“That will only burden them, so no.”

“You’re too independent, you know?” Keiko, who was silent ever since the conversation started, uttered. 

“Coming from you?” Kaede bit back.

The former just rolled her eyes. 

Frankly, I don’t even know why I’m thinking about it. 

“It’s not as if they're gonna change if I talk to them about it. Right?”

“Well, I’m not them— But, you won’t lose everything if you just simply asked” Her cousin replied to her.

Would they? I mean, it’s not as if I’m asking for a lot? Am I?

She was pulled from her thoughts as she saw Samu-nii's shop in front of her.

“Kaede!” Greeted the latter as she opened the door. 

“Samu-ji!” She returned the gesture as she hugged her Uncle.

“Glad to know that Shi didn’t force you nor dragged you here.” Suna— Miya Rintarou, teased as he hugged the girl.

She and her cousin had a brief eye contact before she smiled at her other Uncle.

“Yeah, glad Tsumu permitted you.” Osamu told the girl.

Kaede laughed (awkwardly) before responding “Yeah, glad Dad gave me permission” as she glanced again to her cousin, knowing full well her parents don't have the slightest idea on where she is right now. Nor if they even care about her. Okay, maybe that is going too far. Or is it?

“So Kae-chan, any update on oh-so-mighty Sakusa Atsumu?” Her Uncle joked as they ate dinner.

“Don’t worry, Samu-ji. Dad’s still the same” She responded with a laugh.

“I'm not worried about that pig! Heck he could hurt his fingers right now and I'd laugh at him!” Her Uncle defended. 

“Okay, maybe that’s a stretch. But still!” He added.

“Just admit you miss your twin” His husband teased him.

As they wrapped up dinner with laughter, she wishes she could just stay here forever. Laughing and just being carefree. Hoping she doesn’t need to go home. Wishing she doesn’t need to face reality. But she knows she needs to, because in the end she’s Sakusa Kaede. She knows she should be grateful for it, but she can’t help but feel like she’s cursed.

As she was walking home, Kaede wondered what it would be like if her parents were just like Shiori’s. What would it be like if they were Samu-ji and Rin-ji? But then again, as she stared at the sky, reality slapped her. Because in the dark and vast sky, there’s only one star. A star that’s trying its best to shine. A star that is so much like her. 

Because in the end, she’s Sakusa Kaede, Daughter of Sakusa Kiyoomi and Sakusa Atsumu nee Miya. And even if she wishes the assumptions of people were true, she knows it won’t happen. Since like the dark sky, she’s the star. The star that’s hoping, the star who’ll always hope. Hoping one day, her parents will turn to her too and support the light she’s been trying to keep on for too long. Wishing that one day, her parents will acknowledge her too.

“I shouldn’t let those thoughts occupy me.”

And as she tried to pry those thoughts, she was already in front of their house. With the lights on.

She tries to not get her hopes too high, but she can't. Because in the end, she’ll always hope if it’s her parents.

“Hi, Dads” She greeted them as she removed her shoe.

To which the said Dads only nod. 

“Uhm, Dad?” she asked timidly.

Both turned towards her, with tired expressions.

At first she hesitated, they’re both tired. Should I not do it?  

But in the spur of the moment, she decided against it. Because if not now, then when?

“Are you both free next Wednesday?”

“I’m n0t sure”

“We have an important practice match that day. Why?” 

“Oh, uhm, it’s nothing. I was just wondering. You better rest, Dads, good night.” She said as she smiled towards her parents and went upstairs. 

Stupid. Why’d you even expect it? 

“Are your parents really not gonna come?” 

“How many times do you have to slap that to my face? Hisho-san”

“I’m not!”

“They have an important practice match, emphasis on the important.” She replied.

“Oh yeah, Dad did say something like that. But he said he’ll try to make it or he’ll just come celebrate after.”

Lucky you then. That Shoyou-nii even tries.

Her inner thoughts clouded her. But she said nothing to the man in front of her and just stared off into the distance. 

“Oh, Kaede-chan!” An adult voice exclaimed at her back.

“Tobio-nii!” She greeted the voice back.

“Where are Atsumu-san and Kiyoomi-san?” The former asked her.

“They’re with Shoyou-nii I believe” She answered.

“Oh yeah, they have a practice match today to prepare for the season.” 

“But, won’t they join you?” He added.

“They will later, but don’t worry Tobio-nii, Samu-ji and Rin-ji are here so I’m not exactly alone” She smiled as she reassured the older that she has someone to accompany her.

The younger Kageyama only stared at her with eyes asking “really?” To which she gladly returned it with a glare. 

“Kae-chan, I’m so proud that you didn’t inherit Tsumu’s brain.” Her Samu-ji dramatically exclaimed.

“As if you two don’t share the same brain” His husband retorted.

“Oh, by the way. Where IS that pig? He would’ve been gloating at me right now.” Her Uncle wondered. And she could only sighed inwardly before responding, “They were here earlier but they already left to catch up to the match” She reasoned.

“Oh, but will they be here later to celebrate?” The former asked.

“They said they’ll try to come later.”

“In that case, you should come with us, Kae-chan” Rintarou told her as he beamed at the girl. Frankly, he’s very fond of the girl and is always trying to invite her over for dinner whenever he can.

“I don’t see why I can’t come, Rin-ji” The latter beamed at him as she followed them out of the gymnasium. 

As she walked home, it became her habit to stare at the sky and get lost in it. Often drowning her thoughts in the sight of stars, clouds, or any celestial body she could witness. Frequently comparing herself with the stars, and of course her parents as the sky.

But those thoughts came into a halt when she heard someone calling her.

“Why are you only arriving now?” 

A cold voice welcomed her as she closed the door of their house.

“We-we went out to eat for dinner” She answered with a shaky tone, bound to break at any moment.

“With who?”

“....Samu-ji”

“Why”

“Have you always been eating out whenever we’re not home?”

“I-uhm… Yeah” 

It’s like the words are stuck in my throat. No matter how hard I try to speak, it just won’t come out. It’s as if something is blocking it. 

“And you don’t even bother telling us nor ask us if we’re okay with it or not?”

She flinched at the tone used by her dad. His tone is something unfamiliar to her, and it scares her, it scares her that her dad is someone who she doesn’t know. That the dad in front of her isn’t her dad. 

“Well… I thought i-it’s okay since…. You guys weren’t around..” 

The words came out as if they were just whispers. Whispers that are afraid to be heard. Words that shouldn’t be heard.

“So you just decided that our input is unnecessary?” 

No! It was never unnecessary to me! It’s the most important thing to me even! 

She wants to shout those words. Words begging to be let out. But in the end, nothing came out. As she tries her best to form her emotions into words, her vision gets blurry. 

“No….I…” Again, her voice betrayed her. Because no matter how much she tried, nothing came out. 

The tone used by her parents still rings in her head. A voice inside her saying Your opinion is the most important for me Dad, believe me! 

But she just kept silent, her thoughts getting more clouded as time passed. She is cowering more from her parents as she continues to stand in front of them. She just wants to run away from this situation. She wants to disappear. She wants nothing but to be held in her parents’ arms. Parents’ whom she’s familiar with and not those in front of her. Because the one’s in front of her seems cold, too cold to be the one who gave her life.

She wants to scream the words she’s been longing to tell them. Words that she’s afraid once she swallows, they’ll be gone as well. Words that she desperately wants to utter. But her voice betrayed her.

“Dads… I’m…. sorry” 

As she said those words, she felt her footsteps. And every step she takes, her world starts to shake and turn black. She thought that it must’ve been because she’s a coward, but at that one blink of her eye— everything turned black. 

The moment she opened her eyes, white ceiling and blinding lights welcomed her. As well as the sound of drip from something and the faint sound of people outside. She blinked a few times, before getting up. Trying to read for signs on where she might be, on what happened to her after that. 

As she continues to roam her eyes, all the signs point out that she’s in a hospital. But why on earth is she here?

She figured opening the door would answer her questions.

As the door opened, a pair of black and brown eyes stared into her. 

“You’re awake”

All she did was nod at the remark of the man with brown eyes. 

“Let’s go inside, it’s too loud in here.” The man said as he led her back inside.

She just followed her Dad’s lead and was sat on her bed by him even before she knew. 

The silence in the room was too suffocating if you’d ask her. Why did it come to this? All I’ve wished for was for my parents to acknowledge me but not in these circumstances. She ranted, as she wrecked her brain on how to break the tension.

“We’re sorry”

“Me and your Dad are very sorry”

Oh. So this is how we break the silence? 

“It’s fine, Dad—”

“It’s not. You can be honest with us, Kae.” The Dad with black eyes, uttered. The first thing he uttered ever since she saw them outside. 

As she tore her eyes off the dark eyed man, she felt a hand clasp hers. 

“Dad—” 

“Dads are very sorry, Kae-chan. We’re sorry that we’ve neglected you, invalidated you, and made you feel as if you are nothing to us.” 

“I know this may be hard to believe, but we've always thought what we are doing is right. That, us, prioritizing our work is for you. But then again, due to that mindset, we ended up neglecting you and made you feel as if we don’t care.” Atsumu added.

“And for that, Dad is very sorry. Kaede.”

As soon as his Dad finished his apology, he buried his face in his daughter’s hands. 

Oh how she wishes to just wipe his Dad’s tears and tell him to not blame himself. That it’s okay, and that she’ll always forgive them no matter what. Because in the end, she’s still their daughter, and they are the ones who raised her and gave her life.

“Dad, it’s okay. Don’t blame yourself for something like that. I forgive you, and I’ll always do.”

“It’s fine to tell us that we have shortcomings. It’s fine to not be okay. And it’s most definitely fine to tell us that we’re wrong.” The black haired Dad uttered.

“I…. Yeah, it wasn’t fine. It was hard on my part.” Tears were already streaming on her face as she continued.

“It was hard coming home to a house that doesn’t feel like a home. It’s hard to convince myself that everything’s fine despite eating dinner alone. It was hard to tell myself that in the end, it will be worth it because I don’t have anything to hold on to. It was hard to tell myself that you’re wrong because I could never paint you in the wrong light even if I have to lie to Samu-ji, Rin-ji, Tobio-nii, my friends and even myself. It’s hard to always be let down by my expectations every time you are home. It’s hard…. What I’ve put up with… but what’s funny is that I could never blame you for it. Because no matter how many times you let me down, I’ll still expect. No matter how many times you’ve done me wrong, I’ll still forgive you. Because you are my parents, you’ve brought me to life, fed me, and raised me. So how could I ever hate you? even when you don’t acknowledge my presence. I loathed myself for that, but even now. I can’t hate you, even if it’s a single percent of you. The love I have for the both of you will always win. Even if it pains me, even if it lets me down. So even if it was hard, I still forgive you and will always do.”

As she finished those words, a hand cupped her face. Wiping the tears gushing out from her eyes, and as she stared at the owner of the hand. Brown eyes met hers. The same eyes that she also has, the person who gave birth to her, and the person who she longs for the most.

“How did we get so lucky to have you?” Atsumu whispered as he continued to wipe his daughter’s tears.

“Me and your dad are so lucky to have you. But you also need to know that you can always tell Dad to make it up to you. It’s fine to ask things from us. Because even if we failed to fulfill our promise to you before, we’ll try our best to fulfill it now.” He added as he wiped the remnants of tears on his daughter’s face.

Kaede, always remember that whenever a tough situation comes up, Me and Dad will always be by your side, okay? You can always ask us, your Dads. Because in the end, you’re always our child. And us as your parents will always be a wall that you can lean on. 

She remembers her Dad’s words as if they were uttered yesterday. She remembers that very promise, how could she not? That's the promise that kept her together even if she’s slowly breaking and falling apart. That one day, her Dads will be a wall that she can lean on.

“Your dad is right.” The man that has been standing beside them, uttered.

“We’re sorry that we expected too much from you, we’re sorry that we forgot about our promise. We’re sorry for not telling you to take it easy. Because in the end, you’re just a kid. And we as your parents failed to see that, therefore we failed our responsibility. We’re sorry for not telling you that it’s okay to take a breather. It’s okay to breathe and take it in before continuing. We’re sorry that we’ve burdened you for too long.” 

“I hope you can forgive Dad” 

As he finished the last words, he came close to where his husband and daughter were. He wrapped his arms around the two as if they would disappear if he let them go. He hugged his daughter tightly as if she would slip from him the moment he let go.

“I’m proud of you. I really am, Kaede. Although I don’t really say it. You’ve grown and matured so much even without our help and even if it hurts saying it, you still deserve to be acknowledged for your own efforts.” Sakusa mumbled while still holding his daughter.

Dad’s proud of me. Dad acknowledges my efforts.

Those five words she’s been longing to hear. Words that mean everything to her. Words that are so simple to others but are very trivial for her. Her Dad is proud of her. And mind you, Sakusa Kiyoomi is very hard to please.

She snuggled more in her parents embrace. She didn’t even know that she needed this, just to be held in her parents’ arms. It makes her feel protected, it makes her feel safe. And even if her parents have their shortcomings, she’s sure they can work on it as time passes.

As they were savoring their moment, a loud thud was heard.

"Tsumu you jerk!" 

Her Samu-ji approached them with an expression that she could only describe as a mixture of anger and disappointment. 

"Look at your daughter! She's now on a hospital bed. And yet whenever we asked her about you, she always says that you guys are fine and are just busy. But how busy are you to forget that you guys also have a life you made? a person who also needs your guidance and presence." Osamu exclaimed to his twin.

As he finished scolding his twin, he turned to stare at his niece.

"How are you, Kae-chan?"

"....I'm fine now, Samu-ji"

She timidly answered, remembering that his Uncle now knew that she's been lying to him about her parents. But could you really blame her? Even if she's disappointed, hurt, and feels alone— she could never paint her parents in the wrong light. Even if it means that she'll lie, even if it means that she's the only one who knows the truth.

"Get your shitty hands off of my niece" Osamu growled at his twin and at Sakusa.

Kaede laughed at how his Dads cowered in front of her Samu-ji. Because who would have thought that two olympic athletes would cower in front of the owner of Onigiri Miya.Or worse, it's a new sight for her to see her two stoic dad cower at the sight of her Uncle.

The power that Samu-ji emits, better not get on his nerves.

"Samu, stop chewing them both, not in front of their daughter at least." 

A voice interrupted them from the door. 

"Rin-ji!"

"'Sup little Sakusa" 

Rinatarou greeted her as he ruffled his niece's hair. Which she only laughed at, used to her Uncle's antics.

As soon as Rintarou stopped ruffling his Niece's hair, he turned to the couple beside her.

"Nevermind, you deserve to be chewed out even with your daughter here." He blatantly told the two.

"Now, first and foremost, you dare to ignore this cute human-being? Second, what the hell is with MSBY's schedule that you can't even give up a little time to attend your daughter's awarding ceremony or be in her life in general? Talk about being good parents." 

"Last, you dare call yourself her parents? If not for her physical attributes then I don't think people would say that she's your daughter if they know her."

"Now, Rin, that's being too harsh."

"It might be harsh, but it's not like they don't deserve it. Especially after her state right now. Imagine she had to come home to her Dads scolding her without even knowing what she suffered that day. As if they're the only ones who had a bad day, as if they didn't just invalidate nor neglect her feelings." Suna argued with a spite laced tone.

The two who were being scolded just hang their heads low at Rintarou's words. Because how can they even argue back when everything that he said was the truth?

"It's fine now, Rin-ji. No need to scold them that much—" She tried calming her Rin-ji down but she was cut off by her other Uncle.

"While it is true that they deserve to be chewed out, I think they've realized their mistakes themselves more than anyone. And besides, they seem to be reflecting on it as well." Osamu said as he stared at the two beside him.

"You two won't really rebut?" Osamu asked them.

"Do we even have the right to?" Atsumu spoke after being silent for what feels like eternity.

"Yeah, you won't last the wrath of Mama Miya then." Rintarou uttered.

"MOM'S HERE!?" 

"Shut 'yer trap, Tsumu. We didn't tell her, but she would find out anyway. She's at our house with Shiori, we told her we had an urgent business to tend to, but who knows if she's already on her way here, because frankly I would be fuming if I knew that my granddaughter is in the hospital because of her parents."

The said parents whitened at the information. 

Oh, so shit's about to happen.

"Samu-ji, could you hand me my phone?"

"Hm? sure. Why, though? Wanna capture your gran' chew the hell out of your Dad?"

"Nah, I gotta prevent that from happening."

As Samu-ji handed my phone I started to dial Shiori’s phone. Pick it up, Shi. We must prevent shit from blowing up. 

“Hello?”

“Shi!”

"Let me guess, Old man told Tsumu-ji that gran' is in town and currently here at ur house?"

"Yeah, so try to prolong or much better prevent chaos from breaking."

"Eh, as if Tsumu-ji and Omi-ji don't deserve it. Oh, and I know they can hear me or if they don't put me on speaker so I can repeat it."

"I hear you just fine, Shi-chan" You spawn of the devil. Atsumu thought as he turned to his twin and his husband.

"Good, Tsumu-ji. You better change or else I'm sending the bomb right there and then."

"Me and Atsumu will try our best, Shiori-kun. But first, can you entertain your Grandmother for a bit longer?" Sakusa spoke after being silent ever since the girls' parents came barging.

"Oh, so Sakusa Kiyoomi is afraid of Mama Miya?"

"As if you weren't the first time you met her, Rinta" Atsumu bit back.

“Well, at least I won’t be chewed out by her when she gets here.” Suna rebutted back at the setter.

“Ha! shit you Rintarou” The setter cursed back.

“Okay, you all should act like a grown-up, like your age.” The girl on the bed argued with her parents and uncles.

“Now that’s something we don’t hear often. Getting scolded by someone that’s almost 3 decades younger than me.” Her Samu-ji laughed.

“Imagine your daughter scolding you, lame” Rintarou teased.

“Imagine being scolded by your niece, loser,” Atsumu teased back.

As they continued to banter and tease each other, the room was filled with laughter.

When the laughter died down, a knock was heard at the door. It wasn’t any ordinary knock, it was a rushed and pissed kind of knock, which only means one thing— Mama Miya.

"MIYA ATSUMU"

"Gran' save the scolding after the door closes." Shiori tried to calm her Grandmother.

As soon as they heard their Mother's voice, the twin visibly cowered. Appearing to be smaller than their height, and that says a lot since they usually stand confidently and at a staggering six feet high. 

"....ma........" Atsumu tried to speak, but fear was evident in his tone.

"Don't "ma" me Atsumu! Look at the state of my grandkid, she's in a hospital bed!"

"Gran', I'm okay now though, look—" Kaede was cut short by her Gran'

"You don't need to lie about your parents' shortcomings anymore, Kae-chan." Her Gran' said affectionately as she glared at her parents.

Kaede just laughed at her Grandma's antics but soon stared at her parents.

"While it might be true that they have their shortcomings, they promised to make-up for it." She said as she smiled at them.

Her parents only stared at her while her Uncles laughed at the contrast between her parents and her. They are right. If not for her physical attributes, she's nothing like them.

".........You really don't deserve a daughter like her, Tsumu." Osamu teased his twin as he elbowed him.

"Osamu's right, but what can I say....... Thank you for giving me a granddaughter like her, Atsumu." Their mom told Atsumu affectionately, as if she wasn't fuming at him earlier.

"Your duality really surprises me, 'kaasan" Atsumu exclaimed.

"Shut 'yer trap, this kid." Mama Miya said as she slapped Atsumu in the back.

And maybe, even if reality hurts, even if it stabs her and lets her down, maybe—just maybe it might be a bit bearable now. Because now they’re here with me again, and they said that they'd try their best. Maybe it’s not too bad to let my guard down on them, and maybe it’s not that bad to depend on them.

Sakusa Kaede might've thought at first that the picture the people painted about her family is the one she wants to experience, but right now? She wouldn't exchange this feeling. Even if it's not perfect, we can work on it bit by bit.

[ladysunamireads]

Karasuno on Vacation!!

Karasuno on Vacation!! by hinaa luvs18

After Karasuno beats Shiratorizawa, Suga decides to bring the group on an all expenses paid trip to a secret location!! A few other teams decide to tag along..

Dumbfounded, Shoyou Hinata realizes he's deeply in love with Kageyama. Holy Shit. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ In other words, Suga is stupid rich and brings the team to one on his favorite resorts. Chaos follows and bonds grow fonder.. surprise surprise, Fukurodani and Nekoma decide to pull up!!

Words: 1922, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Haikyuu!!

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Hinata Shouyou, Kageyama Tobio, Hinata Natsu, Karasuno Volleyball Club, Fukuroudani Volleyball Club, Nekoma Volleyball Club

Relationships: Hinata Shouyou/Kageyama Tobio, Sawamura Daichi/Sugawara Koushi, Tsukishima Kei/Yamaguchi Tadashi, Akaashi Keiji/Bokuto Koutarou, Kozume Kenma/Kuroo Tetsurou, Haiba Lev/Yaku Morisuke

Additional Tags: KageHina, pure fluff, Fluff, Basically no angst, tsukkiyama is you squint, Vacation, Sugawara Koushi is a Little Shit, Pining Hinata Shouyou, Jealous Hinata Shouyou, Jealous Sawamura Daichi, Established Relationship, Kageyama Tobio is Bad at Feelings, sugawara is rich, CAR TRIP, Karasuno Family, Nekoma, Fukuroudani, Sharing a Bed, Hotels, Water Park

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46636093

[ao3feed-iwaoi]

Último día

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by Yamileth_35

Hajime estaba vivo, o al menos así lo sentía. La constante adrenalina, el esfuerzo diario de seguir con vida, el estar alerta a cada minuto… era algo que no lo dejaba descansar. No lo dejaba morir. Y tampoco moriría estando acompañado, ya había pasado por eso y no querría causárselo a él, cada día significaba seguir vivo, no solo por él, pero por quien vivía.

 Tags: Suicidio implícito/referenciado. Muerte de personajes principales.

Words: 3050, Chapters: 1/1, Language: Español

Fandoms: Haikyuu!!

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Major Character Death

Categories: M/M

Characters: Iwaizumi Hajime, Oikawa Tooru, Hinata Shoyou Mentioned

Relationships: Iwaizumi Hajime/Oikawa Tooru

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Zombie Apocalypse, Angst, Character Death, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Established Relationship

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[oioioikawai]

Back to December

𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨: Kageyama x Hinata (Hinata x Kenma)

𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦: angst

𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵: 500 words

𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘺: Back to December in Kageyama's point of view

“How's life? Tell me, how's your family?” Kageyama asked.

“They’ve been good, why?” Hinata answered, bringing the gyoza to his mouth.

“I haven't seen them in a while.” Kageyama just informed “And you?” He added.

“I've been good, busier than ever.” Hinata smiled, thinking about the amount of practice MSBY Black Jackals have been having lately, seeing as they were approaching an important game.

They made small talk, work and the weather.

Hinata’s guard is up and Kageyama knows why.

Because the last time he saw Kageyama, is still burned in the back of his mind.

Hinata gave Kageyama roses and Kageyma left them there to die.

They had broken up during winter in their 3rd year and once they graduated, they hadn't seen much of each other.

They both went on to their respective teams and had no interactions, till they met at a bistro half an hour ago and decided to catch up.

These days, Kageyama hasn't been sleeping.

He’s been staying up playing back himself leaving, ever since the day Hinata’s birthday passed and he didn't call.

Then he thought about summer, all the beautiful times, he watched Hinata laughing from the passenger's side, and realized he loved him in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days, when fear crept into Kageyama’s mind.

Hinata gave him all his love and all Kageyama gave Hinata was goodbye.

And that’s all he was gonna give Hinata again as he watched him walk out of the bistro.

No.

This time he wasn’t gonna let him leave with just a goodbye.

“Hinata Shoyo!” Kageyama yelled as he ran after the orange haired man.

“K-Kageyama?” Hinata turned around.

“I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile.” Kageyama rushed to his side and started talking.

“So good to me, so right.” he continued as he took Hinata’s hand in his.

“And how you held me in your arms that September night, the first time you ever saw me cry.” Kageyama looked at the pavement.

“Maybe this is wishful thinking, probably mindless dreaming.” He added as he looked away from the shorter man.

“But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.” Kageyama finally made eye contact again.

“I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't.” He sighed, “So if the chain is on your door, I understand.” He looked away again, clenching his jaw.

No, don’t cry now.

“But this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.” Kageyama closed his eyes before shaking his head and turning to face Hinata completely.

“It turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missin' you, wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine.” Hinata felt his whole body turn red as Kageyama’s eyes stared into his soul.

“I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright, turn around and change my own mind.” Kageyama explained, recalling their winter break up.

“I go back to December all the time.” He added, finally allowing himself to breathe.

“All the time.” Hinata repeated.

“All the time.” Kageyama said once more.

“Kageyama, I-I’m engaged to Kenma.” Hinata spoke up after a minute, a lump in his throat, slowly raising his hand up to reveal the engagement ring.

“What?” Kageyama’s face turned blank as he processed what he had just heard.

[sumeshi-t]

hinata shoyou x reader | hanahaki x reincarnation au; a chaotic mix of fluff, crack, and angst.

song: lifetime by ben&ben

a/n: a three-part fic because i didn’t want it to get too long in one post. this is my first time working on an au and hinata so i hope i did him justice. beta-ed by @taeiliee ​ iloveyou mom always <3

i. 》 ii. 》 iii.

*:･ﾟ✧ "Tangled with another's eyes–nevermind, you were never mine," ✧･ﾟ: *

Your fingers drummed against the table, eyes intent on the ginger sat before you. “So, what do you say?”

He looks away, avoiding your gaze, fidgeting in his seat. Hinata Shoyou wasn’t sure why he was feeling nervous under your gaze, especially when you were the one basically asking him for a favor, “B-But, why should we date? I know I wasn’t… meant to see that, and I swear, y/n-san, I would never tell Kenma! We can just end it at… that,”

When you don't respond, Hinata decides to raise his eyes to look at you—your face looks solemn, and somehow… something about it, something about you just draws him in. This time, you were the one staring outside the glass wall of the antique cafe. His heartbeat quickened, breath getting caught in his throat—

‘...beautiful,’ was the only word he could find to describe that moment, even if your eyes had a faraway look in them. Hinata knew your true wish was that this never had happened, and that you were talking to Kenma instead.

If only he never went back to the restroom.

You tried not to heave a sigh at your impulsive and brash decision, and at his innocent question. But what can you do when your life's on the line? Ten years left in your life may seem like a long time but, “It’s not enough. Please, Hinata-san.”

You had the sudden urge to cough, and, upon doing so, Hinata could only watch as your pale hands covered your mouth, and the sound of coins dropping to the floor entered his ears. There was a bit of blood that ran down your nose, and he immediately reached for a table napkin. More than guilt, it was worry that bubbled from his chest. 

Even if you had explained it—this sickness—that you had, he still found it ridiculous.

You saw nothing but the disbelief in his eyes, desperate to get a grasp at this uncanny reality.

You saw yourself in them, in his constricted pupils and lids widened—reminded of the first time you discovered that you were sick with a rare disease you thought only exists in fiction.

The Hanahaki Disease, a disease acquired from garnering an unrequited love, was something that no medical doctor could cure nor control—anthosectomy, the surgical removal of flowers, was nothing but a temporary solution.

One must be loved in return to be free from it. 

Apparently in your case, the disease has “mutated”. That instead of flowers or petals blooming from your lungs, money would begin to collect in them, beginning from coins and eventually into large bills as it grew worse over time.

You only discovered this fact just two, about three weeks ago, during breakfast, after a lone coin dropped into your cup of coffee, mocking you as it floated; the aftertaste of iron and aluminum on your tongue. 

“Our family inheritance… came from their chest—even your mother’s.” your father muttered regrettably, with a hint of disgust, back turned to you in the study. 

“I didn’t expect for you to catch the disease this early, and you’re doing so well with your current business projects,” he heaves a sigh, fingers grazing through the spines of the books, before pulling a velvet-covered hardcover, worn out from time.

“How long… has this been going on, dad? Is this some sick family tradition?! So… does this mean…?” you couldn’t even say the words—you haven’t even confessed and yet, having this disease only meant that Kozume Kenma didn’t feel the same way you did.

Finally, your father sits before you, sliding the title-less book towards you. He explains further that you read its contents—the ancestral diary—about the history and the findings made by your predecessors.

He calls for your name softly when your wide eyes never left the book in your hands. He looks over you sympathetically, “I thought that by hiding this from you, I was protecting you from harm.” Your father’s eyes squinted, wanting to reach out to you but his conscience telling him he failed you as a parent was stronger.

“But y/n, don’t give up… don’t be like them, like me,” your father says this with blood dripping from the corner of his lips, before clutching his chest, spitting bills of varying amounts out his mouth. 

“I never thought ten years would pass by so quickly,”

You look at him, mortified at his pallid face, standing up in worry, going to his side. “Who…?”

With a weak smile on his lips, your father utters your mother’s name, voice just above a whisper, tender and soft at hearing her name come from his own lips.

“And I don’t regret it. Loving her is the best decision I’ve made, even if she didn’t want it.”

You spent the next week with him, until he breathed his last, inevitably leaving you to face this battle of love and pain on your own.

As if everybody’s expectations from you weren’t high enough already, now that you were alone, it skyrocketed through the roof. Even as you knelt before the portrait of your father, refusing to talk to anyone on the first day of his wake.

You heard their whispers, you knew their motives—nobody really cared about the life of a rich man, they only cared about the man’s riches. You shut down any and all talks about businesses to potential or lifelong business partners; the least they could do was respect you and let you mourn.

On the third and last night of the wake, someone unexpected came to pay his respects.

“Kenma…?”

“Hello, y/n. I…” he looks away shyly, a few strands of hair falling to cover a portion of his face. “I’m sorry,” he finally managed to squeak out. His hand reached out to you, holding a tiny plastic bag filled with your favorite snacks, all over a black-white envelope.

Seeing Kozume Kenma in a formal suit, bun loosely tied by his nape, awkwardly scratching his cheek; you could feel the ice in your heart being slowly thawed by the scene before you. You would’ve finally smiled; you would’ve pulled him in just so you could cry out into his chest.

But you felt suffocated, and the slap of this impossible reality you couldn’t dodge stung against your bare and open heart, pulling you back and keeping you rooted in your place.

You knew his apologies were meant for condolences—but your father wasn’t the only one who died. You mourned for your own demise, wishing you could bury these hidden feelings along with his ashes and leave everything behind to start anew.

But secrets turn into regrets, and buried feelings would only grow.

Your fingers brushed against his skin as you took the plastic bag in your hands, the sensation sending sparks to your nerves. You didn’t hear yourself mutter your gratitude, only the sound of Kenma’s soft gasp. The back of his hand wiped the tear stains off your cheek, “How long have you been holding back, y/n?”

‘A long time, Kenma,’ you wished to answer, but you knew you or your words didn’t matter to him as much as you’d have liked to. Even through the tears that blurred your vision, the love in your eyes for him was clear.

Kenma awkwardly pulled you close, a hand behind your head to press your face against his chest, while his other arm remained by his side. His actions strongly reflected how he felt nothing more for you than just a friend and a board director��he didn’t even choose to hug you.

But the unheard truth didn’t stop you.

Behind the lids of your eyes, you saw little moments of joy you had shared with Kenma—maybe it all began with an inevitable meeting in your office, unlike the usual video conferences he would attend. Working with someone your age with the same prospects and visions was rare for you in the world of business—you mused, this feeling was mutual.

Then the meetings became less about business, and more for just the heck of it.

You daydreamed about him, seeing his smile from the corner of your eyes when you were alone. His intelligence was a given, so maybe it was his soft-spoken, honest nature; or the way he was athletic even if he stayed in his house majority of the time.

That was the tip of the iceberg.

Because really, it was more of feeling so at peace when you were with him. You couldn’t hold back being yourself when you were with Kozume Kenma because despite hiding behind several secret doors you’ve put up all your life, the scrutiny of his sharp, cat-like eyes opened each of them, finding you over and over.

You didn’t want to lose that sense of familiarity. So, you chose to ignore the signs that you were indeed falling for him. And by doing so, your life was now reduced to a mere ten more years, caught at crossroads, burdened with making the decision between continuing your family’s horrible legacy or carving out your own place in his heart and have him learn to love you.

The words of your father echoed in your head.

And it bounced off your lips, “Kenma… please stay, just a bit longer,”

“Kenma, are you he—oh?”

Hinata Shoyou peeks from behind the corner, checking if he didn’t get lost in your family’s large home. His presence made you shy away from Kenma, clearing your throat before the ginger-haired man was introduced to you.

He offered you the brightest smile you’ve ever seen, fitting for the shade of his hair and contrasting the dark hues of his clothes. “Kenma and I go way back, he actually sponsors me!” his cheeks were dusted pink, both embarrassed and excited. “Now I play for a team in Division 1,”

‘Ah, he’s that kind of person,’ was your initial thought. Hinata Shoyou seemed so easy to read, pure and unadulterated intentions out in the open for everyone to see. What’s fascinating was that he makes it seem so easy to not let that be a vulnerability.

Spending a few hours with someone whose energy was bigger than him—cliché as it sounds, but it was akin to standing beneath the rays of the sun. Hinata Shoyou radiates warmth upon your frozen heart, even if for just a moment.

It was a different kind of peace. And you looked forward to seeing more of his large smiles.

Just… not this soon.

Maybe it was fate playing tricks on you. The timing was quite impeccable.

Kenma went ahead first, Hinata had to go to the restroom. Soon as you stood up to see him out, you cough, coins falling to the floor. One of them finds its way towards Hinata, rolling and stopping when it hits his foot.

“Oh? Lucky!” he picks it up, hears more coins hitting the floor that he has to look for the source. Hinata sees your back hunched over, money around your feet. As he was approaching you, he said sheepishly, “y/n-san, is this yours? I was about to take it—!”

“y-y/n…y/n-san… are you… okay?”

Hinata flinched as you glared at him, voice seething, words through gritted teeth. “Don’t you dare tell Kenma.”

Hinata nods once, pocketing the coin he had in his hand on instinct, before scurrying away.

You let the incident pass, as you had the cremation and burial to worry about in the meantime. But a few days after, all it takes you is a phone call to Kenma and a few texts to Hinata—which leads you to the present wherein you and the athlete agree to meet at a café.

“Now that you know, here’s the deal I’m offering you, Hinata-san. I’ll sponsor you in exchange for your silence. And…” you take a sip from your coffee, watching him from over the rim of the cup. Hinata was uneasy, confused, and shocked at the illness you had. It was as if he were in a volleyball game, forced to take in so many things at once.

“Hinata-san, go out with me. Let’s date. What do you say?”

“E-Eh…?! B-But, why should we date? I know I wasn’t… meant to see that, and I swear, y/n-san, I would never tell Kenma! We can just end it at… that,”

“It’s not enough. Please, Hinata-san.”

Hinata stood quickly, contemplating just how he was going to help. He has to bite the cheeks of his mouth, looking over you with worry as hundred and five hundred yen coins spilled from you. You felt his hands slightly shaking when he gave you the table napkin, and in return you motion for him to take a drink so he could calm down.

“Sorry about that—so, do you agree to be my boyfriend? If you need time to think of a response, I can give you two days, because I have to go in a few minutes,” you say this, looking at your wristwatch while slowly gathering your things.

“y/n-san,” Hinata began, still standing by your side, looking down to meet your gaze. “I… I agree. Because I want to help you in any way I can, just to give back, with how generous you are and… because you don’t deserve this. But why does it have to be me?”

His words struck something within you, but then your own sorrows blocked him out. “Your timing was just perfectly terrible. I’m sorry for dragging you into my problems, Hinata-san.”

Hinata felt his pulse quicken at how you looked up at him from beneath your lashes. His unease somehow was replaced by something. But your next words broke his trance, “There is only one condition that you have to follow,”

With a smile that never reached your eyes, Hinata feels his own heart break at how you were like a broken porcelain doll, red lips moving so easily to convey words, convey the one law you’ve forced him to follow and would eventually break—

“Never fall in love with me.”

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[ffsg0jo]

calling your ex to ask 'why it didn't work out' | hinata edition

| MAIN MASTERLIST |

you're sat down at a table, in a room full of camera and production crew, phone laid in front of you. the producer smiles at you, almost apprehensively, and on the director's command the cameras start rolling.

[producer] : hiya y/n

[y/n] : hello waving at the camera

[producer] : dyu have any idea what we're doing in here today ?

[y/n] : ... you shake your head

[producer] : there's no need to be worried, scouts honour. he pauses and smiles reassuringly. today we want you to call up an ex, and ask them why your relationship didn't work out.

[y/n] : oh-kayy you say, eyes narrowing slightly at the producer

[producer] : anyone particular in mind?

you take a moment to think and instantly a name pops into your head, a small smile forming on your face.

[y/n] : nodding yep, i have the perfect person

you dial a number on your phone and put the call on speakerphone. a swarm of butterflies start flapping their wings in the bottom of your stomach, edging their way up your chest. there was no need to be nervous, but you were feeling apprehensive. after 4 rings someone finally picks up the phone and you let out a breath of relief.

[hinata] : well if it isn't my most favourite person ever, y/n !! how're things going for you

[y/n] : sho, hi ! not bad, not bad at all. what bout you ??

[hinata] : ahh you know, same old same old :))

you look up at the producer and he smiles gently at you, encouraging you to ask hinata.

[y/n] : so listen, sho, umm we're filming a video and i have a question to ask you if that's okay ?

[hinata] : of course, it's more than okay ! shoot

[y/n] : why didn't we...work out ?

[hinata] : don't know about you y/n but i work out every day, you see these thunder thighs, haven't skipped leg day in over 2 years laughing

[y/n] : almost exasperatedly shoyo, you know what i meant

[hinata] : giggles yeahh i know what you meant. well, firstly i was moving away. i didn't want you to keep you waiting because i didn't know when id be back and to keep stringing you along would be just.. plain mean.

[hinata] : secondly, you deserved better. at that time i wasn't the best at communicating and combined with different timezones and everything i didn't want to ruin the beauty we had by overwriting it with troubled times yk ?

[y/n] : yeahh i understand. id say the same thing to be honest. you knew what you wanted in that time and i didn't want to hold you back or stop you so i let you go. the last thing i wanted to be was a hinderence, you'd come to hate me for it

[hinata] : whispers i could never hate you, quite the opposite in fact

[y/n] : smile on your face was wobbling oh...

[producer] : quietly could you ask if you two would ever get back together maybe ?

[y/n] : umm... sure, why not ?

[y/n] : speaking into the phone hey sho, umm... would- would you ever consider getting back together ??

[hinata] : ...will you wait for me ?

[y/n] : huh

[hinata] : pauses i'm coming back to town, soon. if you're taken then id like to take you out for a meal- as a friend...

[y/n] : and if im not taken...

[hinata] : then id still like to take you out for a meal. as more than a friend.

[producer] : loudly so that's a yes ?

[hinata] : more than a yes, 110% a yes

you face heats up at his words and all of a sudden you find yourself mentally counting down the days until hinata returns.

[hinata] : what about you ?

[y/n] : there's nothing i want more. i'll be here for you smiling uncontrollably

EXTRA :: 2 YEARS LATER

[producer] : so do you guys know why we've invited you two today ?

[hinata] : smiling broadly nope !

[producer] : well, you're going to be rating eachother in bed !! have fun 👍

[hinata] : letting go of your hand and becoming deadly serious we're saving ourselves till marriage sir, we don't believe in premarital hand holding.

[y/n] : facepalming shoyo, oh my god

a/n :: i decided to try something a little different so please do let me know of you've enjoyed it, ill probably be turning this into a series so let me know who you guys want to see as well. ill probably be doing most of the pro players and maybe some others !!

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[cvnt4him]

Someone give me good Hinata shoyou fics please.

N by good I mean GOOOOOOOOOOOD. I want fluff smut slight angst some cringey shit cheesy shit, it all.

[ushouldwatchhaikyuu]

Toss for me (However long you will)

Pairing: Hinata Shoyou / Kageyama Tobio

Slow burn, hurt/comfort, angst & fluff

Summary: Kageyama's always sucked at compliments, and Hinata knew that. He also knew Kageyama only tossed for people who were essential to winning, and without any praise to go off, he's afraid Kageyama doesn't think he's worth tossing for. Naturally, it all goes to shit one day.

Now, Kageyama has to learn how the fuck do compliments work, which is a lot harder than one would think, mind you.

"However, that didn't keep him from searching for some kind of approval from Kageyama; a thumbs up, a pleased expression, a ��good spike”, anything– anything to reassure him that it was okay. That Kageyama still thought he was good enough of a player to toss for, that he would be able to play for another day. Something. Anything.

Sometimes, it came– in the way of sarcastic jokes, clearly, but it came. Sometimes, it didn't.

And at some point, that just wasn't enough."

Warnings: cussing, some angst & mentions of child abuse (any descriptions will be tagged at the beginning of each chapter)

[lizzy06]

Hinata Shoyou x Reader Fic Recs!!(Tumblr/AO3/Wattpad)

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Sunflower✨ by carlyandcarson33(fluff, humor) A lonely girl. A wild boy. A bike crash, a sunflower, and two lives changed forever. [COMPLETED]

Tug of War /Tug of war tumblr ✨by @oreosmama/Oreosmama (oneshot, soulmate au, fluff)You had a nervous habit, and to your soulmate, it was a bit cruel. From time to time, you would occasionally tug on your red string of fate. You never really saw the effects… at least, not until now. [COMPLETED]

soulmate au by @lovely-angst (oneshot, fluff) "hey!Can u Practice with me" [COMPLETED]

Burns and Bruises ✨by @mitsuki-murakami (oneshot, soulmate au, fluff) A Soulmate AU where you get a bruise when your soulmate does. You get a burn when your soulmate does. You get a scar when your soulmate gets cut.[COMPLETED]

Sun-kissed by Good_Little_Girl (Fluff,smut, first kiss) You find yourself head over heels for the most amazing guy and you are wondering whether your feelings may be mutual. Is there a chance you can be his girlfriend?.. [COMPLETED]

Always by xmyshy(a childhood lovers, fluff)In the kindergarten, Hinata Shouyou promised to marry. Will he keep his promise? [COMPLETED]

  Home Alone✨ by @oreosmama (oneshot, humor, fluff)You should never leave Hinata alone with the responsibility of the chores in the house. Especially when your next-door neighbor is a dick. [COMPLETED]

This Summer Love by ThatRainbowGeek (oneshot,fluff, smut, post-timeskip)You did not expect to fall in love with the ginger who almost ran you over with his bike while you walked down the streets of Brazil [COMPLETED]

Wingman ✨by IppenX(fluff)Helping out a friend isn't always easy, yet Hinata was still happy to do it. As with everything else, he promised to give it his all - but he never thought he'd accidentally give away his heart as well. [COMPLETED]

ivory and orange by ivory_hues (oneshot, fluff, smut) 𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐲𝐨 𝐇𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐚 (𝟐𝟎), 𝐁𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐕𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐫. Hinata has six months left in Brazil before he returns to Japan. Life is going well for him, but he's at a stalemate. What happens when he picks up free English tutoring lessons to alleviate his boredom? [COMPLETED]

Stardust and sunsets ✨by deliciouslyyellow (soulmate au, fluff)In a world with a plethora of soulmate connections, you and Shouyou share the same kind. When the time zone on your wrist changes to Brazilian time upon Shouyou’s departure, hope is rekindled in your heart that you may just be soulmates. Upon his return, you’re given the final push to take fate into your hands. [COMPLETED]